Thursday, February 28, 2008
some poems nothing much
I had a dream,
a sweet one,
something that I can' forget,
something that never fails to make me smile.
it might just be a fantasy,
where you fall in love with me.
It might be shortbut seeing
you in my embrace,just melts me heart.
You with your eyes closely shut
lying on my shoulder,
snugging your head into my neck.
looking at your face,
you gave me a weak smile.
I smiled back,
and there you closed your eyes again.
Time flies
sweet things got to end someday
Flying away from you,
looking at you one last time
with your tears dropping down one by one like crystals shattering on the cold hard floor.
I know it is wrong of me to do that
but I got to go, I.......sorry
I look into your eyes,
that sad soulful eyes of yours,
gazing strongly into meit is as though,
your soul has passed into me we are together as one.
you smiled,
your eyes closedyou snugged yourself straight in my arms
I whispered softly into your ears"my beautiful girl,
how I long for you everyday and night
how I wish we would be together,
and nothing would separate us"
you remained silent, just like me
I take it as you understood me
for I had understand you
You were always mine to begin with
and I was always yours to end with
our love, would it last forever?
I would rightly say "Yes"
lonely
I have always ask this question myself,
why do I always feel empty?
why is my heart filled with the overwhelming void?
Deep inside meI really yearn for someone to talk to,someone to laugh with, and someone to cry with
but everyone I know shuns me, scorns me
What have I done to deserve this?
I am very tired,
I had put up with this for a very long time.
People who proclaim to be your friends,how do they treat me?
They take advantage of my kindness.
When they don't need me, they treat me like shit.
Yet when my help is needed, they act as though we are very close,
I have kept quiet, I have been silent.
Did anyone treasure me before?
no...
I have always been with myself,
I am always alone
my best friend is just my pillow whom I sleep with everyday.
Sometimes I really wonder,
why am I putting up with this?
why can't I just end this up?
But the truth is,
I am really powerless.
I am really helpless.
My lonliness have engulfed me, swallowed me.
I am just too deep for me to resurface
just let me drown in my sorrow,
never to return again
After all, no one would care about my existence,
even if I disappear one day
Afterall, I am just a lonely boy,
living in this deserted world.
Afterall, I do not deserve anyone's sympathy
For I am a lonely werido, whom no one likes...
{10:15 PM}