Hello sunshine.
So hard to say goodbye
Meaning it today, ive said goodbye before
Leaving you alone, by the sea
So hard to say goodbye
Hello sunshine, come into my life
In honesty it's been a while
Since we had reason left to smile.
Hello sunshine, come into my life
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joe ong
male. sixteen. nineteen may 1990
fairfield methodist primary school. pri 6f 2002
fairfield methodist secondary school. sec 4f 2006. NCC anglo-chinese junior college
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hair to be long again
Saturday, June 18, 2005
i hav enuf of everything. y cant tings go ur way u realli wan? is dere such tings as a happy endin, tt exist in fairy tales? nope, i dun tink so.
sumtimes i tink, y is e world so cruel? y does e world create so much pain n sufferin? 2 e innocent ppl hu live in it. dun e world hav even abit of conscience, or compassion?
every1 hav a limit, a limit b4 dey break down, 2 such a state tt eth dosen realli care. 2 a stage tt dey becum numb 2 e pain inflicted 2 dem. til dey becum helpless n take death as e oni way out.
if e world even hav concern, none of dese wud hav happen. noe of dese...wud hav happen
{1:16 AM}
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
here i m...bk 2 bloggin...neva blog 4 daes le...bcuz of mi veri busi schedule ar...aniws...2dae is e last 2nd dae of mi spec course...hahaha...i so happy...after tmr...i'll officially get mi sergeant rank...i hope...dese few daes were tirin man...muz wake up everydae at 0530...den go 2 e ncc hq which is all e way in yio chu kang...4 half a dae...den go home...n e journey frm mi huz 2 e camp take bout 1 HR & 30MIN...nvm...all e pain n sufferin'll b gone tmr at e ceremony...haha...still cant imagine mi bein a sergeant man...its lyk yes i was juz a sec 1 cadet...time flies man...realli...now is oreadie halfway in2 2005 le...1 more yr n i'll do mi o level liaoz...3 more yrs n i'll enrol in2 army le...haiz...i'll die 1 man...dunno y e government muz make it compulsory 4 all man 2 join NS man...other countries does nt make it compulsory...so shud our government...okae...i m gettin out of pt...aniws...frm 2dae onwards...i shall b a happy man...no more bein sad...dun c e use of bein sad lar...oni burden mi odwn oni sia...aiya..stop here lar...bb
{9:53 PM}
Monday, June 06, 2005
Where will you be tomorrow? Really I don't care I have seen the future, rising everywhere Look into the mirror, tell me what you see Piece by piece you'll vanish, Until you disappear! Now, I'm doing, what I say No more fooling, anyway Beyond this hell, there is a better life to lead You're all undone, emotionless, It's not the way for me Now I know, there's a better way Let my heart ride out for a brighter day Now it's time to breathe in the open air, With a mind so free, anyway It's time for a change,... It's time to break free! Had enough of fooling, had enough of lies, Hypocrisy, intriguing, right before my eyes Had enough of hound dogs, barking all the time I agree with Elvis, you ain't no friend of mine Apart from this, there is a better life, I know You're all undone, emotionless, It's time for me to go Now I know, there's a better way Let my heart ride out for a brighter day Now it's time to breathe in the open air, With a mind so free, anyway It's time for a change,... It's time to break free! Now I know, there's a better way Let my heart fly free towards a better day Now it's time to breathe, it's the only way, Let my mind ride out, anyway... Now I know, there's a better way Let my heart ride out for a better day Now it's time to breathe in the open air, With a mind so free, anyway It's time to break free! It's time to be me, FREE
{8:30 PM}
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Do you remember, How we used to play like kids in the sun Nowadays, there's no light to see And we're feeling cold So the time has come To say farewell my friends My fale is calling loud Now I know - it can get tough And I don't know where I'll be tomorrow Do you - do you wanna know it I don't care about it Somebody said that we could never, ever die Oh what a lie You will see the light again We'll all be free someday: I know - cause united we stand Goodbye my friends, I'm leavin' you today My quest is hard, but I must be on my way Now, don't ask why Goodbye, dear Friends Don't you try to stop me, All I know is: I have to go! There'll be no sense in my life at all, If I stay You will never see it - you will never find it Oh yes I will! Someone will take my place if I DIE! [An old man said:] Some years ago; they've tried it all before Some men of honour left And searchied for that Land They did not return. Now it's up to you To play a better game - remember When you're out there Don't look back at all! Goodbye my Friends, I'm leavin' you today The Quest is hard, I hope I'll fine a way home one day Goodbye my Friends, I'm leavin' you today The Quest is hard, I hope I'll fine a way home one day You will see the light of day We'll all be free again All that's left to say is FAREWELL
{10:58 PM}
Thursday, June 02, 2005
u were e 1 hu brought mi joy, u were e 1 hu brought mi happiness, bt u are oso e 1 hu brought mi pain, u are oso e 1 hu brought mi sufferin.
i've been wonderin, y i m born in2 diz world to suffer? y cant i b in a paradise, where deres no enternal sorrow, bt oni laughter, peace n joy.
n tt every1 face is juz a smile, nt even a frown can b seen. bt i tink again, is tt possible?
e pain u brought is simply 2 much, i juz cant find a way 2 get rid of dem. nor can i stop miself, frm droppin in2 a neva endin hole of darkness...