Hello sunshine.
So hard to say goodbye
Meaning it today, ive said goodbye before
Leaving you alone, by the sea
So hard to say goodbye
Hello sunshine, come into my life
In honesty it's been a while
Since we had reason left to smile.
Hello sunshine, come into my life
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PROFILE
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joe ong
male. sixteen. nineteen may 1990
fairfield methodist primary school. pri 6f 2002
fairfield methodist secondary school. sec 4f 2006. NCC anglo-chinese junior college
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WISH UPON A STAR
hair to be long again
Friday, October 28, 2005
Spending my days too unproductively I was just intoxicated with funny feelings
The first kiss, various events Sometimes I became so possessive
The only thing I could do at that time was To really try turning my back on love
I might have known too early The terrible rebound after happiness
"To behave generally is the best" Such an illusion was too simple and just shallow
Your back I saw off for the last time still take up my mind How long should I wait to be released?
"The more you love me, the more my heart aches I don't love ... any more" >
{7:23 PM}
Thursday, October 27, 2005
i m here again. haha n i feel so sick man. headache. fever cummin n goin. muscle pain. cough. wat do u get? DENGUE FEVER!! n i feel veri cold. well i realli hope is nt dengue man. if realli kana. i 'll reali dunno wat 2 do man. tmr goin 4 a medical checkup. hope mi nightmare doesnt cum true=)...anwis. cant believe i actually kana e best improvement award. haha. 6 out of 9 ppl frm mi class kana. pro rite=). den e prize is sum bk 20 dollars bk voucher. haiz. at least betta den nth. can still buy pens 4 nx yr. lmao. aniws. dunno if i shud go sentosa tmr leh. ppl ask mi 2 go. bt i tink i gt "dengue". how 2 go? ltr i die or blackout. den jia lat ar. aiya. its been a long time i last went 2 sentosa. 1 yr 2 b exact. n everytime go dere is juz beach n beach. haha. den everytime i din kana sunburn de. lalala. i m 2 dark le. haha. lol. oh ya. oso did sum learnin analysis tingy. saein wat. i m a afternoon person. n i cant study at night. lol. actually its quite true lar. WWWAAAHHHH! cant stand mi headache. tink i betta go rest. dun wanna blog le. cant concentrate. ya. bb
{7:33 PM}
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
sianz. dun hav much time 2 blog. so 'll make diz a quick 1. cant wait 2 c mi results tmr. wanna c mi whole lvl position. haha. c if i can make it 2 e top 20. haha. oh ya. shit. i 4gt!! holis gt ncc activities. how 2 work!! jia lat. i gt e application form le. n sure confirm workin le. bt how 2 xplain bout mi cca activities!! oh man!! sian diao. liddat sure kana scolding le. wa lao. i wan $$ de lar . sian man. den oso hav e stupid extra cirriculum (is tt how u spell it?). muz cum bk sch everidae. SIAN. i wanna wake up late 1 lar.diz is so stupid man. n i tink mi cough is gettin bad man. saw blood in mi phelgm. tt realli scared mi man. wat if i gt tubercolosis... aniwws. yy m i cursin miself. haha. mayb is juz tt i c wrongly( i realli hope so) . i m gettin more short tempered nowadaes man. dao ppl. scold ppl. i nd counsellin man.(JK) . mayb its due 2 too much stress. haha. olevel chinese nx mon. i muz get distinction man. if nt drop frm HCL to express chi. den lidDAt all mi sec 1 to sec3 in higher chinese oso useless le. haha. aniws. i tot diz is suppose to b kept short. haha. guess i'll stop here. bb
{7:31 PM}
Sunday, October 23, 2005
long time neva blog le. play 2 much game. haha. so comletely 4gotten bout blog. haha. bt 2dae juz write a little bit lar. wun kill oso. lol. aniws. dunno wat 2 sae bout mi results. thou its quite low. bt its considered quite gd in mi class le. haha. oni hav 3 a1. 1 a2. 2 b4. 2c5. sianz. den mi l1r5 total 14. how 2 go 2 jc. haha.bt i'll work harder nx yr. haha. aniws. i tink i found a job 4 mi holidaes le. YAY!! lolz. can at least earn $$ n buy mi own tings. haha. its so gd 2 work. i luv money =). okae. dot dot. aniws. i go play mi new found luv game 1st. lol. haha. byebye.
{3:58 PM}
Friday, October 14, 2005
sianz. holidae. nth 2 do at home. juz game n juz game. can play til i die oso no 1 noe ar. bt a least 2dae i hav sum activities. dun nd 2 stay in diz bloody huz 4 e whole dae. haha. its been a long time since i went out. especially bcuz of e EOY. bt nvm. 2dae i can finally get bk e taste of out out again. haha.haiz. wei jie was e 1 hu organise diz ting. bt bcuz he spend 2 much $$ bcuz of SOMETHING. so he cant go out wif us. stupid man. den in e end i have 2 cal n call so mani ppl. if mi phone bill cums bk veri high. dey will b e 1 i gonna murder sia. haha. nextly. nilawan dunno lyk wat desperado liddat. nd 2 tok 2 sum1 oso dunn nd 2 beg RITE!! if u r readin diz. gd 4 u =)...aniws. haha. gotta bathe le. so yea . bb =)
{11:39 AM}
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
wudden it be nice, 2 be freed from all... all of ur trouble? the feeling of freedom, frm a torturious odeal, is just so satisfying.
wat hav pass will b gone 4eva, wat will b left... will juz be e memories, e painful memories of slogging... day in n dayy out juz 4 1 dam stupid paper.
bt in e end, u still fail e same bloody paper. wat do u get? scoldin n naggin. if u noe tt all diz gonna happen, wud u still study lyk shit? study til e sky drop yet u r still oblivious 2 it?
haiz. e EOY is finally over. no more studyin frm dae 2 nite le. n no more of e stupid exam atmoshere. i feel so relieve man. haha. now its juz holidae n holidae until nx wk tue. can finally slack mi heart out le. haha. i feel so sad 4 dose pure geo ppl hu still hav deir geo paper 1 tmr. dey still hav 2 study 4 e geo while others r juz rejoicing over deir freedom frm e clutches of EOY. haha. btw. i m nt a saddist. haha. i dunno y oso. after diz EOY. dun feel happy at all. hahaha. usually after every major exam. i will feel a sense of satisfaction. wonder y i din feel tt 2dae? haha. aniws. thou e EOY is over. i still hav 2 take e bloody o level chinese paper. n i haven started studyin 4 it. seein dose sec 4 studyin so hard makes mi so stress sia. i shudden hav went in2 higher chinese. regret choosin it in sec 1. bt at least if i score well 4 it. can hav xtra cut off pt. n jc dun nd study chinese le. haha. aiya. n 4 dose hu haven finished deir EOY yet. gd luck!!
{2:33 PM}
Friday, October 07, 2005
haiz. 2dae test i tink i flunk dam sia. especially phy. dam diffcult sia. sianz. but its alrite. 2 more exams dae n i m free. haha. after tt i'll becum siao liaoz. haha. cant waitt for EOY to end man. its so stresssffuulll. everydae studyy n still studyyy. frm afternoon all e wae to nite. cant use e com. no life at all sia. haha. hmm. jus found out tt mi name has a stupid meaning...
joe ( P ) Pronunciation Key (j)
noun. Informal
Meanig : Brewed coffee.
i m so offended. wat dey mean by calling mi a coffee. i m a human. dUhhH. mind ur language =). haha. aniws. i've decided. i'll go into intensive studying diz weekend. veri scared of chem n amaths. nt realli confident bout dese 2 remaining subject. i oreadie flunk 1 subject le. cant afford 2 flunk another subject. tt is e sad life i lead n live. high expectation. sniff sniff. bt i'll persevere on. i wun drop dead liddat. nt until i achieve all mi wwishess n ddreamx. haha. oh ya. haha. gt a new blogskin again. haha. another of mi sis [sweet-innocence] excellent job. haha. all mi previous blogskin all made mi her. muz comment her. haha. ltr she sae i nt grateful. haha. yupps yupps. tink i'll stopp here leeeh. =). nth 2 write le. haha. persevere on 4 ur examz. e painful odeal gonna end soon le ;)