Friday, September 30, 2005
BLOODY HAIRDRESSER. dunno how 2 cut hait izzit. now mi hair lyk dunno wat shit. all thx 2 u man. arghzzz.n it cost mi precious 12 dollars man. how can i go out of mi huz now. sianz. nvm. shall wait 4 mi hair grow long again n cut. sobbx sobbx.
aniws. tmr mi eng oral le. haha. din even perpare 4 it thou. bt i m lucky nt 2 have chinese oral. haha. cuz i taken mi o level chinese oral earlier in e year le. so dun nd take chi oral again. haha. n can go home earlier den all mi classamte. ( YeA!! ) .
btw. ppl nowadaes veri oso busybody sia. nth betta 2 do oso. especially mi class ncc ppl. dam lame sia. 2 dam ath is fun 2 play man. haha. oh yar. 2dae pizza's was great man. haha. ms liang n mrs lee ordered 2 hawaiian m 2 seafood pizza for our class. haha. its 4 sum kind of encouragement i tink. b4 e final yr exam. thankew t'chers.
appreciated tt. dun nd 2 buy lunch oso. can save money. haha. lolz.
{7:03 PM}
Sunday, September 25, 2005
haiz. study finish mi social studies. ltr still muz do amaths. sianz diaoz. bt muz destress a bit lar. tts y i m usin e com now. lolz. haiz. reali nth 2 write bout leh. amanda daoin mi. i msg her she din reply mi. i still gt 100 over msg 2 go lar. in 2 days summore. i oso nt dose type of hardcore smser. e most i msg is 40 in a dae. bt if i dun finish using all mi sms. veri wasted sia.
btws i feel veri sick now sia. blk n runny nose. sore throat. wonder if i gt bird flu or dengue fever. lmao. y m i cursin myself. i wanna live a long n healthy life.n will nt die b4 i taste wat is luv ;). haha. tts is wat we live 4 rite? haha.
aniws. yes dinner was a blast man. i went 2 mi aunt house n had samu-samu(is tt wat u call it??). its sum kind of steamboat with beaf n other things lar. dam nice. eat until now gt sore throat. haha. btws. cant believe mi cousin go buy e "yummy yummy" serial drama when it is gonna b shown on tv. summore he watch until e 17 episode le lar . haaha. haha.he is mad sia. n i juz found out yes tt he wore glasses. haha. aniws. i muz restart mi com. shudden hav update mi zonealarm. brings mi more trouble oni. haha. chaoz...
{6:04 PM}
Saturday, September 24, 2005
i was wondering,
deep on mi deepest thots.
how well do i noe u,
how well do i understand u,
well, e ans is simple.
i dont at all.
we arent even gd frens,
n we were neva close.
all i noe is tt u r the one,
whom i had lyked.
bt this lyk,
is gradually becumin hatred.
wat did i get in return,
for showin the love.
nothing...
bt i din mind.
as long as u are happy,
i m content.
bt as time passed by,
i realised i had owaes been stupid.
y did i chose 2 wait 4 u,
instead of movin on.
e reason is bcuz i luved u,
n i din wanna let u go
as hard as i had tried,
i cant prevent u frm slippin away frm mi.
i wished i could be wif u...
eternally,
even as a fren,
bt tt is not possible.
i have had many dreams,
u and me together.
u were in mi arms,
n i was teling u how much i luved u.
ur smile, ur eyes,
dey r juz so beautiful.
bt all dese are juz dreams,
dey will neva happen in diz cruel reality.
my brittle heart is slowly breaking,
into millions n millions pieces.
i cant stop myself,
from droppin into a dark...neva ending hole.
.
.
.
.
no one can save me,
frm diz fall...
n wake mi up frm mi slumber.
no one else...
except for you.
bt will u be my hero......
{3:36 PM}
1 more wk 2 exams le. veri stress sia. especially chemistry. i dun understand e bloody mole chapter. no matter how hard i try lar. sianz. and tt david cheong had almost study finish all e subject le lar. i so envious sia. cant wish 4 e exams 2 pass sia. den can finally relax. now veri veri extremely stress. muz memories so mani idiotic formulas. liddat mi brain mi burst sooner or ltr. aniws. still cant believe mi class won e best Discipline award. haha. tts dam tyco. bt gt money take can le lar. haha. can organise chalet. lolz. N i tink yz has a new target. he wanna make sth 4 e "FREN". haha. bt tts oni guessin. he lyks 2 confuse ppl. cant believe his words. lyk how he make so confused e last time. aniws. haha. i gt a new blog skin. lolz. i din even noe bout it until 2dae lar. haha. mi sis lyks 2 create blogskin 4 mi. lolz. n she gt mi password. tts y veri easy 4 her 2 change mi blogskin. its a gd thing thou. as she can change mi blogskin regularly. as u noe. i dun noe a bit in makin blog skin. she veri pro sia. lolz. aniws. i muz zao le . bb
{1:42 PM}
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
havin stomachache sia. ouch. haha. dunno wat i eat wrongly man. okae. i m being lame. bt hu cares lar. tts mi character. bein lame is mi. no 1 can change mi. muahahahaha. * i tink i m goin overboard * aniws. 2dae was a blast sia. e social studies test was reali. erhem. dunno how 2 describe lar. i was stuck at e 1st part. e qn ask how important was foreign investors 2 s'pore industrial sectors. mi n david were discussin wat 2 write. haha. u can call tt cheatin. when tuck hing were at e 5th line. we r still stuck at e 1st part. pro rite. haha. hu cares aniws. so long as i get 9 n above for dese test ( upon 12 marks ). i'll be veri happy le. cuz liddat i'll b able 2 get a1 le. mi hands is oso hurtin sia. mi poor little finger sufferin frm blisters. haha. fold 2 much stars yesterdae le. summore i no nails. bt nvm. i'll persevere on. lolz. even if mi hands bleed. haha. jokin. aniws. i dunno y finny lyks 2 use wth so much. haha. is bad u noe. at least every 2 sentences will hav 1 wth de. haha. n she sae i veri naggy. sobbx sobbx. i veri naggy meh?? mayb is inherited frm mi mum de. haha. oh wellz. at least i m still kind. haha. bhb. aniws. muz eat dinner le. i can smell e delicious food. lolz. jealous. haha. gotta eat mi dinner le. bb.n gd luck 4 all u ppl out dere 4 ur exams ;)
{6:54 PM}
Sunday, September 18, 2005
What am I expecting?
Every time the phone receiver
I'm grasping trembles
My heart leaps
But soon I'm let down with a sigh
How many times will I continue to do this?
How long am I going to believe the words, "some other day"
When it will never come?
It's better to forget
Thinking that I just dreamed for a little while
Though I know very well
A miracle will never happen
Though I know very well
I'm sorry I told you abruptly that day
That everything became suddenly unclear
The last time that I saw your tears
Is still clinging to my memory
Why couldn't I believe in you .
Right in front of me?
You see? It must have been good enough
Only to love what I was loving
Almost clumsily
I wonder if I could leave
Something for you
When time passes by
What will be left for me?
My heart going on wishing for a miracle?
Or just
A scar?
exams are edging nearin every dae. n mi heart is gettin more n more frightened every dae. i cant flunk mi sec 3 exams sia. especially mi languages. which r usually mi weak pts. i juz cant seem 2 score well 4 dam. dunno e reason 2. haha. i m reducin e time i used e com le. cuz i muz study. mi life is a veri stress 1 man. it is such a sad case lorx. i realli nd sth 2 cheer mi up man. ltr i break down den jia lat le ar. haha. den nx wk so mani test sia. almost all e sub. juz bcuz nx nx wk cant hav ani test. so e t'chers squeeze all e test 2 nx wk. how 2 study. sian diaoz. sec 3 is so stressful man. dunno how m i gonna spent mi sec 4 man. which will b even more streeful. den after all e end yr exam. every 1 can finally relax. bt i still muz prepare 4 mi o level chinese. which i haven started revisin yet. haiz. shudden hav went 2 higher chi sia. n if u wonderin y i put e lyrics on top is bcuz i find it veri nice. its by ayumi hamasaki pain or hope in eng. haha.
{5:58 PM}
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose...
{10:42 AM}
Sunday, September 11, 2005
heyya.i m bk.bloggin again.thou i tink 2daes entry will be veri short. cuz i hav nth 2 sae. nth realli happen 2 mi at all. unless u r tokin bout daily muz do tings lyk shitting n urine n slpin n usin e com.tts all i did. n guess wat. i haven start on mi revision yet.okae.after 2dae.it'll be juz studyin n studyin oni.i'll nt be usin e com animore until e exams finish.k lar.dun wanna blog le lar.stop here.tata
{5:46 PM}
Monday, September 05, 2005
i noe ppl shud hav given up on mi blog le.bt its juz tt i dun feel lyk bloggin.no time.[actually is i playin game].i hav alot of tings 2 sae.especially after e death of mi beluved classmate dory fish =(.n another of mi beluved classmate susanna leavin s'pore n returnin 2 hk 2 study.i'll miss bth of dam.i feel so guilty lar. haven return susanna her dictionary den she leave liaoz.bt nvm.i'll keep it as a sovenier she giv me =). n dory. she juz leavce so suddenly. i din even hav time 2 sae how much i luved her as a fren. she owaes brighten mi life wif dose funny smses. i'll realli missed dose smses thou.
aniws.i'll b goin 2 climb ophir tmr =). 4 daes of torture.4 daes of sweat.i'll smell so much man.bt it will be worth it man.seein 2 beautiful scenery frm the summit of the mountain.i neva climb a mountain in mi whole life man.oni mount faber[tts nt even a mountain!!].n i heard tt its quite a dangerous mountain.1 of mi ncc seniors almost fell frm e mountain.bt he was saved frm meetin yan luo wang thx 2 another of mi senior savin him.hope diz will nt happen 2 mi 2.wish mi luck=) lolz.i'll reali miss s'pore 2.mi bed.mi pillow.lmao.
oh yar.mi parents was overseas last wk.so much freedom sia.i slp in deir room n on e air con 2 full blast until i cant slp.den i can oso go out w/o tellin dam.lyk goin 2 dory house yes 4 sum sort of party 2 celebrate her release frm e sufferin she suffered since she was small.haha.bt tts 2 gd part.e bad ting is tt no 1 washes e clothes.no 1 mop e floor.no 1 cook 4 mi=(.
i'll stop here.dunno when i'll blog again.i 'll try mi best 2 blog thou.when i hav time.especially since exams are cummin.every1 study hard kayz.okae.saiyonara=))
{12:55 PM}