Sunday, September 18, 2005
Every time the phone receiver
I'm grasping trembles
My heart leaps
But soon I'm let down with a sigh
How many times will I continue to do this?
How long am I going to believe the words, "some other day"
When it will never come?
It's better to forget
Thinking that I just dreamed for a little while
Though I know very well
A miracle will never happen
Though I know very well
I'm sorry I told you abruptly that day
That everything became suddenly unclear
The last time that I saw your tears
Is still clinging to my memory
Why couldn't I believe in you .
Right in front of me?
You see? It must have been good enough
Only to love what I was loving
Almost clumsily
I wonder if I could leave
Something for you
When time passes by
What will be left for me?
My heart going on wishing for a miracle?
Or just
A scar?
exams are edging nearin every dae. n mi heart is gettin more n more frightened every dae. i cant flunk mi sec 3 exams sia. especially mi languages. which r usually mi weak pts. i juz cant seem 2 score well 4 dam. dunno e reason 2. haha. i m reducin e time i used e com le. cuz i muz study. mi life is a veri stress 1 man. it is such a sad case lorx. i realli nd sth 2 cheer mi up man. ltr i break down den jia lat le ar. haha. den nx wk so mani test sia. almost all e sub. juz bcuz nx nx wk cant hav ani test. so e t'chers squeeze all e test 2 nx wk. how 2 study. sian diaoz. sec 3 is so stressful man. dunno how m i gonna spent mi sec 4 man. which will b even more streeful. den after all e end yr exam. every 1 can finally relax. bt i still muz prepare 4 mi o level chinese. which i haven started revisin yet. haiz. shudden hav went 2 higher chi sia. n if u wonderin y i put e lyrics on top is bcuz i find it veri nice. its by ayumi hamasaki pain or hope in eng. haha.
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