Saturday, September 24, 2005
deep on mi deepest thots.
how well do i noe u,
how well do i understand u,
well, e ans is simple.
i dont at all.
we arent even gd frens,
n we were neva close.
all i noe is tt u r the one,
whom i had lyked.
bt this lyk,
is gradually becumin hatred.
wat did i get in return,
for showin the love.
nothing...
bt i din mind.
as long as u are happy,
i m content.
bt as time passed by,
i realised i had owaes been stupid.
y did i chose 2 wait 4 u,
instead of movin on.
e reason is bcuz i luved u,
n i din wanna let u go
as hard as i had tried,
i cant prevent u frm slippin away frm mi.
i wished i could be wif u...
eternally,
even as a fren,
bt tt is not possible.
i have had many dreams,
u and me together.
u were in mi arms,
n i was teling u how much i luved u.
ur smile, ur eyes,
dey r juz so beautiful.
bt all dese are juz dreams,
dey will neva happen in diz cruel reality.
my brittle heart is slowly breaking,
into millions n millions pieces.
i cant stop myself,
from droppin into a dark...neva ending hole.
.
.
.
.
no one can save me,
frm diz fall...
n wake mi up frm mi slumber.
no one else...
except for you.
bt will u be my hero......
{3:36 PM}
